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[September 4th, 2006] |
Things haven’t been going well so far. In retrospect, I should’ve saw all of this coming. In the past few weeks several things have happened to me.
1- Andy has moved in, pretended to be someone he’s not, gotten into an argument with me and moved out again.
2- Went to the hospital with Michael, got diagnosed and am now on several types of medication that make it feel as if I am either floating in the clouds or all of the weight of the world is on my back. Aren’t those Uppers and Downers?
3- Met Paul while drunk in the park. Don’t remember much, though. He said he met a nice boy and was living with him now, but I think I got angry and slapped him for some reason. I wish I could remember.
4- Woken up in an alley twice while Michael was out during the middle of the night.
I think I just need to clear my head. I’m going for a walk.
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[July 25th, 2006] |
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Everything is blurry. Everything hurts. I don’t know where I am, but there’s nothing by lights over my head and IV lines inside of my arm. Where am I? Who…who am I?
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[July 13th, 2006] |
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*curls up behind the bookcase in the library, crying softly* I miss Aggats.
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[June 21st, 2006] |
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When I was walking around the Park yesterday I realized that I was wearing Paul's tie from the first time I had met him. I don't know what happened anymore. I...I just miss my best friend.
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[May 10th, 2006] |
I remember a long time ago that I told Alex that I was supposed to remember something that he said so that way every time he would get angry at me and we would argue I could reflect back on it and tell him that I loved him and that nothing mattered.
What happened to it?
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